My dear son, Once you have seen the glory of God within your heart, there is no going back. I am not talking about the outward parlor tricks of the flamboyant, I am talking about the deep, inner reality of Union with your King. This reality cannot be faked. This cannot be imitated. Either He flows effortlessly, powerfully, with rapt attention and Life or He does not. Everyone will see the difference between the authentic and the no-so-authentic. But I have every confidence in you. I know your heart. It is just like mine.